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July 6, in the morning

Love Letter By Beethoven

My angel, my all, my very self - Only a few words today and at that with pencil (with yours) - Not till tomorrow will my lodgings be definitely determined upon - what a useless waste of time - Why this deep sorrow when necessity speaks - can our love endure except through sacrifices, through not demanding everything from one another; can you change the fact that you are not wholly mine, I not wholly thine - Oh God, look out into the beauties of nature and comfort your heart with that which must be - Love demands everything and that very justly - thus it is to me with you, and to your with me. But you forget so easily that I must live for me and for you; if we were wholly united you would feel the pain of it as little as I - My journey was a fearful one; I did not reach here until 4 o'clock yesterday morning. Lacking horses the post-coach chose another route, but what an awful one; at the stage before the last I was warned not to travel at night; I was made fearful of a forest, but that only made me the more eager - and I was wrong. The coach must needs break down on the wretched road, a bottomless mud road. Without such postilions as I had with me I should have remained stuck in the road. Esterhazy, traveling the usual road here, had the same fate with eight horses that I had with four - Yet I got some pleasure out of it, as I always do when I successfully overcome difficulties - Now a quick change to things internal from things external. We shall surely see each other soon; moreover, today I cannot share with you the thoughts I have had during these last few days touching my own life - If our hearts were always close together, I would have none of these. My heart is full of so many things to say to you - ah - there are moments when I feel that speech amounts to nothing at all - Cheer up - remain my true, my only treasure, my all as I am yours. The gods must send us the rest, what for us must and shall be -

Your faithful LUDWIG.

Blitz & Shit

Model/Actress Noemie Lenoir Attempts To Commit Suicide!!! (whats the T girl)

The 30-year-old, who has become a household name in the UK after spearheading a Marks & Spencer advertising campaign, was found slumped on the floor in a forest in La Celle-Saint-Cloud, on the outskirts of the French capital. She is believed to have taken a cocktail of alcohol and drugs at the £1m detached home of her on-off boyfriend Claude Makelele, the ex-Chelsea football star who is father to their son, Kelyan, five. The current Paris St Germain midfielder called emergency services after finding his girlfriend slumped unconscious on the floor, a police source said.

But Lenoir - also the face of campaigns for Next, Gap and Victoria's Secret - woke up minutes later and cancelled the ambulance, it was reported in France. She then left the house alone in the suburb of La Celle-Saint-Cloud, and was found unconscious again several hours later by a passer-by on the forest footpath. A man out walking his dog found Ms Lenoir on Sunday afternoon and called the emergency services straight away. After coming to, Noemie was in a state of great distress and clearly very ill,’ said a source close to the model. She had clearly attempted to harm herself and had fallen unconscious.

She was rushed to a nearby hospital and treated for the effects of poisoning. It seems that she may have tried to commit suicide as a cry for help. She’s now in a far better condition and recovering.’

This is a big issue. I believe that something else is going on that made committing suicide cross her mind. She has alot going on for her. Her son, her career. If you guys don't know who she is, well basically she stared in Rush Hour 3 and was a Victoria Secret model . I could only imaging what she's going thru. Stay up mamas, u got a whole life ahead of you, go to church, don't lose yourself. Drop the husband if you have to

I'm Back!!!!

Hey everyone. I'm sooo sorry about the delay. I've been busy trying to get my life together. Seems like things are coming through. I'm super excited. But one thing I want to do is explain a couple of things that I've learned while being away. Of course everyone knows that I want to become a tv show host, fashion designer, and an actor. But I've learned that things wont happen if your not trying to make it happen. The strive in NYC is HEAVY. This is the place of Lights, Camera, Action. So me believing that I'm good at anything could just be me. But the question is "How is the world going to take me?" What am I suppose to promote myself as? Me being a gay African american man from "The Bronx" with a t.v show does sound interesting, but so does a black gay man from Brooklyn or Manhattan. So I had to learn to dig for more. When it comes to hosting tv shows, sometimes u have to take yourself from the person you truly are. We have Tyra, Wendy, Oprah, Dr.Phill, and Mr.Oz. These people give good shows all the time but when it comes to entertainment these people do know how to pull strings and become people they aren't. For an example, Wendy Williams say all the time how she doesn't wear the wigs from her show out in public. The person you portray on t.v isn't always the person you are 24-7. "IT'S A JOB". So what I'm basically trying to say is when it comes down to my vlog (www.youtube.com/chuckzo308) , people believe that the advice I give always have something to do with whats going on in my life. Sometimes it is, but not all the time. I give advice, i listen to stories that my friends and family gives then if its interesting enough, I speak on it to get an answer from you guys. "SOO WORK WITH ME LOL". Basically the new thing about this blog is I will speak on everything, from fashion, tv, entertainment, music, leaks, health, and even advice. I promise I will give you guys everything you want. And MORE!!!

I Love This Woman!!!

LADY GAGA ARRIVING AT HER HOTEL AFTER HER MONSTER SHOW!!!

Lady Gaga's DICK!!! RIGHHHH!!

Oh, No she didn't (yes the fuck she did). There was a bunch of talk going around about Lady Gaga being a hermaphrodite (penis and vagina mixed0. But she gave an interview to Q magazine basically explaining how she feels about the whole situation.So what better way to explain your situation other than, have a photo shoot with a dildo in your pants. work gaga

“I want to wear a dick strapped to my vagina,” she announces cheerfully, puffing on a Marlboro Light in the penthouse suite of London’s May Fair hotel. We all know that one of the biggest talking points of the year was that I have a dick, so why not give them what they want? I want to comment on that in a beautiful, artistic way. How I wanna show it. And I want to call this piece Lady Gaga Dies Hard.”

“When a guy says, Oh I fucked all these chicks this week, there’s a high-five and giggling. But when a woman does it and it’s publicised or she’s open about her sexuality or she’s free, or liberated, it’s, Oh, she must have a dick. There’s a threat. I also carry myself onstage in a masculine way and sing in a low register. This is not out of nowhere, right?”

“But you don’t really want to get to know me or photograph my soul, you want to do some version of what you think I am and then expose something that you believe is hidden. When the truth is, me and my big fucking dick are all out there for you. But I’m not angry, I’m laughing. The joke is not on me, it’s on you.”

-Q Magazine

How can you not love this woman. She knows exactly what shes doing. She became a mega superstar in a matter of 2 years. Plus she CAN sing, dance, and she has a great sense of style

I'M BACK!!!!!!

Hey friends, family, followers, youtubers. I miss my blog so much. I guess this is the time that i admit that i got lazy and stopped updating my shit. I'm so sorry. So much has happen in the entertainment world as well as my life. I want everyone to keep in mind that i do have a life outside of the Internet world. I'm dealing with school, I'm in a relationship, still dancing, trying to make money. Basically right now I'm in one of the most deepest nonsense of my life, things that only I can get myself out of.

OK, NOW THAT IVE GOT THAT OUT THE WAY!!!!!!

I'm still Ciara's biggest fan, but I'm getting really attached to newcomer Nicki Minaj. I wasn't on her bandwagon like everybody else when she came out. I honestly felt like she was trying to be Lil'Kim. I use to be the craziest Lil'Kim fan. But y'all know Lil'kim done let herself go. But I still support everything she does. But, Ms. Nicki Minaj is just stealing my heart away. So I may be talking a lot about her.

aowwww