Love Struggles

Love, so much meaning, so much life, so much happiness. So why are people so scared to fall into it. Durning the years of my life, I've learned so much about love, the different types, the different ways as well as the goods and bads. Love is one of those things that can break you and make you up in so many ways. It make you do things that your not use to, play into a character that you never knew. Sometimes, love make you put your whole life on hold to focus on the piece of someone else that you let in. Yeah, I know, its kind of hard to understand, but that can also be the fun part of it. Learning about the kind of love that you didnt know exist. I've learned that its pretty normal to be scared to fall in love, but that doesnt make it right. Sometimes, your past can be the main reason why your so scared to fall in love again. You just dont wanna go through it again. But, everyone isnt the same. There's somebody for everybody. There's someone who feels the same way you do. That person more than likely is looking for the same kind of love. Just wait it out, take your time, date first before making it offical. Thats part of the main reasons relationships crash because people tend to rush things. Don't rush it.

LET IT FLOW

Letting Go!!

This is sooo amazing to me. People would probably think I'm beasting or too hype about this. But honestly how do u expect me not to be. I loved the first line-up of mega-selling group "Destiny's Child" as well as the 3rd. I didn't care too much for the 2nd line-up which featured Farrah and Michelle. Farrah left and the group became a trio. My favorite. But I'm just excited to see that people do forget about the past and put things behind them to make themselves and others happy. Letoya said that she ran into Beyonce at the 2009 BET Awards and they spoke briefly and everything was kool. I do wish we would of gotten a picture tho. We got one of Kelly Rowland and Letoya tho. And I love it. This picture was taken last night at the red carpet for E's Anniversary in West Hollywood. By the way Ms.Kelly performed her number 1 hit "When Love Takes Over" as well as her new single "Commander".

Just One Of Those Dayz!!

THESE ARE MY NEW KICKZ

July 6, in the morning

Love Letter By Beethoven

My angel, my all, my very self - Only a few words today and at that with pencil (with yours) - Not till tomorrow will my lodgings be definitely determined upon - what a useless waste of time - Why this deep sorrow when necessity speaks - can our love endure except through sacrifices, through not demanding everything from one another; can you change the fact that you are not wholly mine, I not wholly thine - Oh God, look out into the beauties of nature and comfort your heart with that which must be - Love demands everything and that very justly - thus it is to me with you, and to your with me. But you forget so easily that I must live for me and for you; if we were wholly united you would feel the pain of it as little as I - My journey was a fearful one; I did not reach here until 4 o'clock yesterday morning. Lacking horses the post-coach chose another route, but what an awful one; at the stage before the last I was warned not to travel at night; I was made fearful of a forest, but that only made me the more eager - and I was wrong. The coach must needs break down on the wretched road, a bottomless mud road. Without such postilions as I had with me I should have remained stuck in the road. Esterhazy, traveling the usual road here, had the same fate with eight horses that I had with four - Yet I got some pleasure out of it, as I always do when I successfully overcome difficulties - Now a quick change to things internal from things external. We shall surely see each other soon; moreover, today I cannot share with you the thoughts I have had during these last few days touching my own life - If our hearts were always close together, I would have none of these. My heart is full of so many things to say to you - ah - there are moments when I feel that speech amounts to nothing at all - Cheer up - remain my true, my only treasure, my all as I am yours. The gods must send us the rest, what for us must and shall be -

Your faithful LUDWIG.

Blitz & Shit

Model/Actress Noemie Lenoir Attempts To Commit Suicide!!! (whats the T girl)

The 30-year-old, who has become a household name in the UK after spearheading a Marks & Spencer advertising campaign, was found slumped on the floor in a forest in La Celle-Saint-Cloud, on the outskirts of the French capital. She is believed to have taken a cocktail of alcohol and drugs at the £1m detached home of her on-off boyfriend Claude Makelele, the ex-Chelsea football star who is father to their son, Kelyan, five. The current Paris St Germain midfielder called emergency services after finding his girlfriend slumped unconscious on the floor, a police source said.

But Lenoir - also the face of campaigns for Next, Gap and Victoria's Secret - woke up minutes later and cancelled the ambulance, it was reported in France. She then left the house alone in the suburb of La Celle-Saint-Cloud, and was found unconscious again several hours later by a passer-by on the forest footpath. A man out walking his dog found Ms Lenoir on Sunday afternoon and called the emergency services straight away. After coming to, Noemie was in a state of great distress and clearly very ill,’ said a source close to the model. She had clearly attempted to harm herself and had fallen unconscious.

She was rushed to a nearby hospital and treated for the effects of poisoning. It seems that she may have tried to commit suicide as a cry for help. She’s now in a far better condition and recovering.’

This is a big issue. I believe that something else is going on that made committing suicide cross her mind. She has alot going on for her. Her son, her career. If you guys don't know who she is, well basically she stared in Rush Hour 3 and was a Victoria Secret model . I could only imaging what she's going thru. Stay up mamas, u got a whole life ahead of you, go to church, don't lose yourself. Drop the husband if you have to

I'm Back!!!!

Hey everyone. I'm sooo sorry about the delay. I've been busy trying to get my life together. Seems like things are coming through. I'm super excited. But one thing I want to do is explain a couple of things that I've learned while being away. Of course everyone knows that I want to become a tv show host, fashion designer, and an actor. But I've learned that things wont happen if your not trying to make it happen. The strive in NYC is HEAVY. This is the place of Lights, Camera, Action. So me believing that I'm good at anything could just be me. But the question is "How is the world going to take me?" What am I suppose to promote myself as? Me being a gay African american man from "The Bronx" with a t.v show does sound interesting, but so does a black gay man from Brooklyn or Manhattan. So I had to learn to dig for more. When it comes to hosting tv shows, sometimes u have to take yourself from the person you truly are. We have Tyra, Wendy, Oprah, Dr.Phill, and Mr.Oz. These people give good shows all the time but when it comes to entertainment these people do know how to pull strings and become people they aren't. For an example, Wendy Williams say all the time how she doesn't wear the wigs from her show out in public. The person you portray on t.v isn't always the person you are 24-7. "IT'S A JOB". So what I'm basically trying to say is when it comes down to my vlog (www.youtube.com/chuckzo308) , people believe that the advice I give always have something to do with whats going on in my life. Sometimes it is, but not all the time. I give advice, i listen to stories that my friends and family gives then if its interesting enough, I speak on it to get an answer from you guys. "SOO WORK WITH ME LOL". Basically the new thing about this blog is I will speak on everything, from fashion, tv, entertainment, music, leaks, health, and even advice. I promise I will give you guys everything you want. And MORE!!!