Languishing

This song stood out to me so much. I can definitely relate to the song. Sometimes you just wonder if the person that say they love you, really do love u. How quick will you drop everything your doing to make sure im ok?



Languishing
Songwriters: Carey, Mariah; Wright, James;

If you could only see that I was not put here for you
To judge me and dispute my in most truth
And after all these years of enmity, envy and tears
It's a shame, you don't know me at all

I was wondering would you cry for me
If I told you that I couldn't breathe
If I was drowning, suffocating
If I told you that I couldn't breathe

Those ageless buried recollections
We transform them and select them
You have yours, I have mine, that's fine
Why are we too torn to heal?
Our stitches never disappeared
I have mine, you have yours, I'm sure

I was wondering, would you reach for me?
If you saw that I was languishing
I was wondering, would you cry for me?
If I told you that I couldn't breathe
If I was drowning, suffocating
If I told you that I couldn't breathe

Sorry For The Long Hiatus

I WONDER WHAT U GUYS THINK ABOUT THIS!!!

Silver Bullet : Takeover

What is Silver-Bullet? The Silver Bullet is supposed to be the only kind of bullet that is effective against a Werewolf, witch, or some monsters. The meaning of me. The only kind of bullet that can kill what terrorize the pop fantasy world the most. Thats how I feel when it comes down to my fashion, my dancing, my life. Anything productive in my life. Silver-Bullet Productions is really about to take over. I'm starting with my new dance group. We about to bring life back to each other and the public. We're going to be sexy, stylish, forceful, and epic. Then I will hit the world with my fashions, then hopefully expand to everything else i want it to be. But, of course I can't do it alone. I have amazing people who stands with me to make sure things stay proper and i stay grounded.

This is my latest photoshoot. The models are me and my good friend Anita Rivers. Who also does make-up and has a big part of the Silver- Bullet Productions

BASIC INSTINCT COMING AUGUST 17

MAKE SURE YA'LL PICK IT UP!!!

Ciara New Single

The "Princess" we all know as Ciara has drop her 2nd single off her "Basic Instinct" album

due out August 17th. Ciara mentioned in an interview that the next single will surely have people

dancing. Well, lets just say she kept her promise. Her new single is titled "Gimmie That".

One thing I love that Ciara is doing is she's letting people know that she's back and ready to smash.

I can't wait to see the video to this song. First lets cross our fingers and have Ciara speak about the

song being her 2nd single.

http://www.mediafire.com/?mki2zdmyojw

The Dark

I open my eyes, but noticed that I still see nothing. Black........ pich black. I start breathing heavy as I panic, then all of a sudden, I hear a foot step. Suddenly I feel cold. The footsteps got heavy the closer it came. The footsteps stop. Soft touch goes up my hand,through my arm, grab my shoulders. I feel an erection coming through. The tighter he grabbed my shoulders the stronger I yearned for his inside touch. This mystery man had the hands of a giant and he felt and smell soo fab. He starts kissing the back of my neck and down the left side. Hmmm...I wonder if he knows that he's hitting my spot. A bite on my ear caused my head to tilt back and close my eyes. Still scared because I don't know who is this beautiful man that I cant see touching me and making me feel like I want to give into temptation. He grabs my shoulders harder and whispers in my ear, "I love you baby". The voice made me feel safe because I knew exactly who it was. The only thing that was left to do was respond. So in the dark, I turn around still not seeing a face and kiss his lips while he hugs my body and I say back, "thanks for loving me, I love you too".

-Charles-

Love Struggles

Love, so much meaning, so much life, so much happiness. So why are people so scared to fall into it. Durning the years of my life, I've learned so much about love, the different types, the different ways as well as the goods and bads. Love is one of those things that can break you and make you up in so many ways. It make you do things that your not use to, play into a character that you never knew. Sometimes, love make you put your whole life on hold to focus on the piece of someone else that you let in. Yeah, I know, its kind of hard to understand, but that can also be the fun part of it. Learning about the kind of love that you didnt know exist. I've learned that its pretty normal to be scared to fall in love, but that doesnt make it right. Sometimes, your past can be the main reason why your so scared to fall in love again. You just dont wanna go through it again. But, everyone isnt the same. There's somebody for everybody. There's someone who feels the same way you do. That person more than likely is looking for the same kind of love. Just wait it out, take your time, date first before making it offical. Thats part of the main reasons relationships crash because people tend to rush things. Don't rush it.

LET IT FLOW

Letting Go!!

This is sooo amazing to me. People would probably think I'm beasting or too hype about this. But honestly how do u expect me not to be. I loved the first line-up of mega-selling group "Destiny's Child" as well as the 3rd. I didn't care too much for the 2nd line-up which featured Farrah and Michelle. Farrah left and the group became a trio. My favorite. But I'm just excited to see that people do forget about the past and put things behind them to make themselves and others happy. Letoya said that she ran into Beyonce at the 2009 BET Awards and they spoke briefly and everything was kool. I do wish we would of gotten a picture tho. We got one of Kelly Rowland and Letoya tho. And I love it. This picture was taken last night at the red carpet for E's Anniversary in West Hollywood. By the way Ms.Kelly performed her number 1 hit "When Love Takes Over" as well as her new single "Commander".

Just One Of Those Dayz!!

THESE ARE MY NEW KICKZ

July 6, in the morning

Love Letter By Beethoven

My angel, my all, my very self - Only a few words today and at that with pencil (with yours) - Not till tomorrow will my lodgings be definitely determined upon - what a useless waste of time - Why this deep sorrow when necessity speaks - can our love endure except through sacrifices, through not demanding everything from one another; can you change the fact that you are not wholly mine, I not wholly thine - Oh God, look out into the beauties of nature and comfort your heart with that which must be - Love demands everything and that very justly - thus it is to me with you, and to your with me. But you forget so easily that I must live for me and for you; if we were wholly united you would feel the pain of it as little as I - My journey was a fearful one; I did not reach here until 4 o'clock yesterday morning. Lacking horses the post-coach chose another route, but what an awful one; at the stage before the last I was warned not to travel at night; I was made fearful of a forest, but that only made me the more eager - and I was wrong. The coach must needs break down on the wretched road, a bottomless mud road. Without such postilions as I had with me I should have remained stuck in the road. Esterhazy, traveling the usual road here, had the same fate with eight horses that I had with four - Yet I got some pleasure out of it, as I always do when I successfully overcome difficulties - Now a quick change to things internal from things external. We shall surely see each other soon; moreover, today I cannot share with you the thoughts I have had during these last few days touching my own life - If our hearts were always close together, I would have none of these. My heart is full of so many things to say to you - ah - there are moments when I feel that speech amounts to nothing at all - Cheer up - remain my true, my only treasure, my all as I am yours. The gods must send us the rest, what for us must and shall be -

Your faithful LUDWIG.

Blitz & Shit

Model/Actress Noemie Lenoir Attempts To Commit Suicide!!! (whats the T girl)

The 30-year-old, who has become a household name in the UK after spearheading a Marks & Spencer advertising campaign, was found slumped on the floor in a forest in La Celle-Saint-Cloud, on the outskirts of the French capital. She is believed to have taken a cocktail of alcohol and drugs at the £1m detached home of her on-off boyfriend Claude Makelele, the ex-Chelsea football star who is father to their son, Kelyan, five. The current Paris St Germain midfielder called emergency services after finding his girlfriend slumped unconscious on the floor, a police source said.

But Lenoir - also the face of campaigns for Next, Gap and Victoria's Secret - woke up minutes later and cancelled the ambulance, it was reported in France. She then left the house alone in the suburb of La Celle-Saint-Cloud, and was found unconscious again several hours later by a passer-by on the forest footpath. A man out walking his dog found Ms Lenoir on Sunday afternoon and called the emergency services straight away. After coming to, Noemie was in a state of great distress and clearly very ill,’ said a source close to the model. She had clearly attempted to harm herself and had fallen unconscious.

She was rushed to a nearby hospital and treated for the effects of poisoning. It seems that she may have tried to commit suicide as a cry for help. She’s now in a far better condition and recovering.’

This is a big issue. I believe that something else is going on that made committing suicide cross her mind. She has alot going on for her. Her son, her career. If you guys don't know who she is, well basically she stared in Rush Hour 3 and was a Victoria Secret model . I could only imaging what she's going thru. Stay up mamas, u got a whole life ahead of you, go to church, don't lose yourself. Drop the husband if you have to

I'm Back!!!!

Hey everyone. I'm sooo sorry about the delay. I've been busy trying to get my life together. Seems like things are coming through. I'm super excited. But one thing I want to do is explain a couple of things that I've learned while being away. Of course everyone knows that I want to become a tv show host, fashion designer, and an actor. But I've learned that things wont happen if your not trying to make it happen. The strive in NYC is HEAVY. This is the place of Lights, Camera, Action. So me believing that I'm good at anything could just be me. But the question is "How is the world going to take me?" What am I suppose to promote myself as? Me being a gay African american man from "The Bronx" with a t.v show does sound interesting, but so does a black gay man from Brooklyn or Manhattan. So I had to learn to dig for more. When it comes to hosting tv shows, sometimes u have to take yourself from the person you truly are. We have Tyra, Wendy, Oprah, Dr.Phill, and Mr.Oz. These people give good shows all the time but when it comes to entertainment these people do know how to pull strings and become people they aren't. For an example, Wendy Williams say all the time how she doesn't wear the wigs from her show out in public. The person you portray on t.v isn't always the person you are 24-7. "IT'S A JOB". So what I'm basically trying to say is when it comes down to my vlog (www.youtube.com/chuckzo308) , people believe that the advice I give always have something to do with whats going on in my life. Sometimes it is, but not all the time. I give advice, i listen to stories that my friends and family gives then if its interesting enough, I speak on it to get an answer from you guys. "SOO WORK WITH ME LOL". Basically the new thing about this blog is I will speak on everything, from fashion, tv, entertainment, music, leaks, health, and even advice. I promise I will give you guys everything you want. And MORE!!!

I Love This Woman!!!

LADY GAGA ARRIVING AT HER HOTEL AFTER HER MONSTER SHOW!!!

Lady Gaga's DICK!!! RIGHHHH!!

Oh, No she didn't (yes the fuck she did). There was a bunch of talk going around about Lady Gaga being a hermaphrodite (penis and vagina mixed0. But she gave an interview to Q magazine basically explaining how she feels about the whole situation.So what better way to explain your situation other than, have a photo shoot with a dildo in your pants. work gaga

“I want to wear a dick strapped to my vagina,” she announces cheerfully, puffing on a Marlboro Light in the penthouse suite of London’s May Fair hotel. We all know that one of the biggest talking points of the year was that I have a dick, so why not give them what they want? I want to comment on that in a beautiful, artistic way. How I wanna show it. And I want to call this piece Lady Gaga Dies Hard.”

“When a guy says, Oh I fucked all these chicks this week, there’s a high-five and giggling. But when a woman does it and it’s publicised or she’s open about her sexuality or she’s free, or liberated, it’s, Oh, she must have a dick. There’s a threat. I also carry myself onstage in a masculine way and sing in a low register. This is not out of nowhere, right?”

“But you don’t really want to get to know me or photograph my soul, you want to do some version of what you think I am and then expose something that you believe is hidden. When the truth is, me and my big fucking dick are all out there for you. But I’m not angry, I’m laughing. The joke is not on me, it’s on you.”

-Q Magazine

How can you not love this woman. She knows exactly what shes doing. She became a mega superstar in a matter of 2 years. Plus she CAN sing, dance, and she has a great sense of style

I'M BACK!!!!!!

Hey friends, family, followers, youtubers. I miss my blog so much. I guess this is the time that i admit that i got lazy and stopped updating my shit. I'm so sorry. So much has happen in the entertainment world as well as my life. I want everyone to keep in mind that i do have a life outside of the Internet world. I'm dealing with school, I'm in a relationship, still dancing, trying to make money. Basically right now I'm in one of the most deepest nonsense of my life, things that only I can get myself out of.

OK, NOW THAT IVE GOT THAT OUT THE WAY!!!!!!

I'm still Ciara's biggest fan, but I'm getting really attached to newcomer Nicki Minaj. I wasn't on her bandwagon like everybody else when she came out. I honestly felt like she was trying to be Lil'Kim. I use to be the craziest Lil'Kim fan. But y'all know Lil'kim done let herself go. But I still support everything she does. But, Ms. Nicki Minaj is just stealing my heart away. So I may be talking a lot about her.

aowwww

Ms. Kelly Hitz Me Once Again

Shot By Celeberty Photoographer Derek Blanks...goo tha fuck off ms kelly

IN OTHER KELLY NEWS!!!

The Destiny’s Child alum has been locked up in the studiorecording her third solo album. While details remain scarce, one producer’s involvement is a sure bet. Jim Jonsin, the hitmaker behind Beyoncé’s “Sweet Dreams,” Pitbull’s “Hotel Room Service,” and Amerie’s “Swag Back,” has added his magic touch to Ms. Kelly’s project.

“I’ve been working on her album with [songwriter] Rico Love,” Jonsin tells Rap-Up.com. “We’ve done four songs.”

Fans of her David Guetta collaboration, “When Love Takes Over,” will be in for a treat. “She’s doing a pop-house and R&B sound, like a mixture,” Jonsin reveals. “It’s really cool. Some uptempo stuff, some ballads, all around really nice—more like a Donna Summer sound.”

Although Rowland, who was formerly signed to Columbia Records/Music World Entertainment, hasn’t officially announced a new label deal yet, Jonsin dropped a hint as to where she may end up. “I believe she’s in talks with Universal Motown right now, and a couple others.”

But not having a label home hasn’t stopped the 28-year-old singer from moving forward. In addition to readying her own album, she has also reunited with Nelly for a sequel to their 2002 smash “Dilemma.”

RIHANNA GOT A NEW MAN!!!

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY ABOUT THIS. IM HAPPY SHE FOUND SOMEONE NEW, I SEE ME AND HER LIKE THE SAME TYPE OF GUY. OH YEA THE GUY IS MATT KEMP OF THE L.A. DOGERS AOWWW.. HE'S CUTE!!!!

chucky-

New Lady Gaga Photoshoot!!!

SHE'S JUST BEEN ADDED TO THE LIST OF PERFORMERS FOR THE GRAMMY'S 10, AND SHE NOMINATED FOR 5 AWARDS